Seth's World

I know you all want to know all I’m doing
Because you know miracles aside conflict is brewing
And if you know my attitude breaks its share of mood rings
That they use to better view my posture and my musings.

And you know relationships bake like a cake I whip
up a batch of batter like the hatter with ingredients
as I mix up the shit you said couldn’t ever meet in it
Like a pound cake full of beef fuck your meatloaf till you’ve eaten it.

I’m not single got my mingle with the blogger girl and we steamroll
our plans till we see ‘em on the same road then we go
Don’t mind at all if every rabbits not in the same hole
‘Cause it’s not a stumble if you wanna do things what make you whole

And a pleasure’s not a tragedy if it’s a treasure
A lot of things can feel well when you’re not hostage in a jail cell
and a lot of things are not talked about do I really self censor
Yes I do ’cause I think it’s good to consider the sharing of details
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Hypnotize my women and feed them to the fishes.
Oh no, that was misogynist please oh please still be interested.
And all you little children comprehending all my syllables
Keep in mind the tone of jest and don’t do something so insensible.

I’ve been taken away by the crazy train
Rolling off the rails yet
staying out of jail but
One day I could fail and
then I’ll be okay because when in Rome
I’ll make it home
I’ll top as often as I’m owned.

Life is a game.
We play it all the same.
It’s as important as we get
but it changes everyday.

So me I take my wishes
Feed them to the fishes
Sushi is delicious
And I like the fancy dishes.

Word.

What makes us unique is the fact that it’s us.
Everybody should hope to experience lust.
Everybody I grope is more sophisticated
There’s a lot of variables but for you I’m grateful.

I could have made it without you
but I made it with you.
I’m happy that I mounted
when you wanted it too.

We try to mix and match
but we wear different size shoes
And we’re accustomed to different styles
when we’re walking for miles.

What makes it special is the fact that it’s us
The experience is unique but not us so to speak
People might very well feel all these things
all the time but it’s you this time with me.

I don’t mean to suggest it won’t have
lasting impressions.
But how grand is its grandness
And what parts are true blessings

The experience is the art
and the nature is science
Time spent together wearing just smiles
can blind us.

And it’s alright like adjusting
to a brilliant daybreak.
Pleasantly fading
as the day’s labor lays waiting.

You’re important to me
but what’s important to you.
We got a lot of constraints
but it’s important to choose.

Sometimes, you should be first.
Sometimes, we just cruise.
But maybe I’m losing out
as I leave out paying my dues.

You alarm, I hit snooze
Click away at the clues
I got a lot of puzzle pieces
Like the one that Bean chewed

And they don’t fit together
as I would have mused
I expect expectations
have been knocking us loose.

And I must complain
I’m disillusioned as well
Nobody feels supportive
and I almost just fell
but I’ve got three legs to balance
Don’t you ever tell.
Can I really help it
if you get me to swell.

You’re more than a laundry washing,
sex machine, convenience offering.
I took a stab at a team pulling me
Quite came close to toppling.
I want it all built up so high
You’ll need a helicopter and
Then a satellite to see
All that I’m prospecting.
I’m not getting what you need
But I am not stopping.
You’ll be important to me
Until I’m in my coffin.

Word.

Expressionless
Suppressing all the reasons for objecting
Because objectively
my life is the results of my changes
The results of my testing
the people who relied on me
and I never asked a question
I just stomped off like I
knew what what was best was
And I fight off depression
because I know it’s my fault
And I threw away the cookie jar
So I can’t get caught
I can’t give away details
Now that I’ve sown up my jaw
Expressionless
And combustive underneath it all

They want to know what’s on my mind
’cause inside
it seems empty
Sensing the tension underneath
deep within me
Asking for the clarity
I love attention not charity
These are just technical difficulties
Please bear with me.

Expressionless
I want to tell you what’s on my mind
Because basically
I’m trying to leave my mistakes behind
It’s not the past that haunts me
It’s the failures on the horizon
And I walk right into them
Like I run through life blind
And I know you want to help me
I can tell that you’re true
But I couldn’t share the information
If I really wished to
And I don’t because my choices
Are only my issues
So boo hoo for me screwing up
please hand me the tissues

They want to know what’s on my mind
’cause inside
it seems empty
Sensing the tension underneath
deep within me
Asking for the clarity
I love attention not charity
These are just technical difficulties
Please bear with me.

Expressionless
I made a choice took a fall
And risked it all
I’m trying to break a cycle
’cause I’m spiteful and stalled
I don’t need to validate my feelings
I don’t need ‘em to grow.
I need technical experiences
Feelings?  I don’t.
You can’t tell if you should pity me
by my expressionless tone
I just need to rest
If you’ve a nest you can loan
I’m indecipherable like
a religious tome
Where I’ve a bed and a beer
That’s my home
Take me home

They want to know what’s on my mind
’cause inside
it seems empty
Sensing the tension underneath
deep within me
Asking for the clarity
I love attention not charity
These are just technical difficulties
Please bear with me.

The toy soldier with the heart of gold
growing old
A story so trite
Neil Young sang it, right.
But when I say soldier
The war that isn’t over
Is my interest in exploring
Existence opposed to suffering
Don’t wait with me
Walk with me
Run with the dogs in my pack
if you would talk with me
They’re as rabid as they get
now that Atlas holds their baggage
Let him suffer while you run
so you can see what I’ve begun.
I know that you don’t know
What this world is given to us for
I know that you don’t know
How to have just what you hold
I know that you don’t know
I don’t know your answers
and so much more
I don’t need the answers
to knock on your door
I wanted to come in
and I’m hungry for your
presence in the pack
that I built just for us
Just for nothing but pluses
Plus, is it really a cost
if it lifts us up?

If I say I wanna go
You can’t expect it to be true
frustration baby is nothing new
you know that I can’t come home without you
Sweating homo sapien dew
Sick enough to properly speak Hebrew
Distracted enough to start a war or two
Pushing you away, just another busy day
I’ll be coming home
Yeah, I’ll be coming home.
I got an address and it’s right next to you.

You put your trust in me
now it’s not just in me
Will you just trust in me
one more time

The way you looked at me
Was all it took for me
Will you just look at me
one more time

I used to love you
the way you wanted me to
I used to worship you
Now you’ve moved on like you should

Will you just look at me
Like you would lust for me
will you just trust in me
One more time.